Last night was awful! Yesterday was not the greatest day ever but I had no idea what the night had in store.I am a person who on occasion has nightmares. They have gotten much better since I have grown older and well... all those years of counseling have helped tremendously.
Last night I had a hard time falling asleep to begin with because I could not get my mind to "turn off" for the night.
It seemed like I had only been asleep minutes when I sat straight up in bed with THAT feeling in my stomach.
You see I had been having a horrid dream that I found to be truly upsetting.
I woke up so upset by this dream that before I was even conscience I found myself running to the bathroom.
Now a little side note here would be that I detest vomit. Once upon a time I was so skinny that I was constantly accused of having an eating disorder. I would laugh at them...I hate puking that much...no amount of weight loss could coax me to purge.
Of course after the "event" I felt fine. I couldn't go back to sleep because I was scared to have the dream again but I felt fine.
I basically have been awake since 4am and have been eating things slowly just in case but so far no problems what so ever.
I did skip church today so that I could try to sleep in but that didn't work. I will be doing a load of laundry so that my nephew will not get the "kitty sniffles" tonight when he sleeps over and then I am off to a softball game with the young lad later this afternoon.
I pray for good sleep tonight as missing work tomorrow to sleep all day is not really an option.
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