Wait.....

Boy how I have come to not like that word...wait.

Sometimes you wait so long for something that when it actually looks like it MIGHT happen...you really don't believe it.

Sometimes when you are anxious for an event to occur then it seems to take even longer.

When I was questioning God's plan and Big Red's refusal to consider children someone gave me the book called Wait.


Molasses. I feel at times like my life moves at the speed of Molasses in the dead of winter.

I now know that God had my best interests in mind. No I am not saying He took my children or gave me this disease but He worked it for the better of my life.

I have a nephew who has a birthday today. I haven't been allowed to see him but only twice in the last 7 years. I can't even remember how old he is.

I have had a headache for about 3 weeks now. I am currently unable to regulate my blood by my current medications. Too thin?...Too thick? Just wait a day or so and it will change. I need to get this insurance situation figured out so that I can go see the specialist.

But on a happier note I am in first place on the Fafazazzi! I am kicking butt. Even with all the crazy stuff little Miss Britney Spears has been up to it is no match for having Howard K. Stern AND Larry Birkhead (both claim fatherhood of Anna Nichole Smith's baby).

You have got to be kidding me?! Britney Spears is at it again!

Ok this girl seems to have finally gone over the edge! She shaved her head and got a few tattoos!?! Isn't there something about a 72 hour Psych hold that she can't fight?

Come on now. In and out of rehab within 24 hours...shaved your head BALD...B-A-L-D! and then get a lips tattoo and one that will not be confirmed or denied in another "location"?

If this is true I am sure it might get yanked down by YouTube or Britney's reps soon....





Rehab? Psych evaluation? If she seemed scatter brained and distraut then WHY did they give her the Tat???????Was she high? drunk? nervous breakdown? What about her kids?

Ok here we go AGAIN.

Since the site hosting this tourney had a glitch in the program and the whole season crashed I recreated the season AGAIN.